Someone Who Understands

It was that one night that has been repeating itself over and over and over again for the past month or two. She has lost count of the days, and track of time. She is drowning in the darkness of those endless nights. 

It was that one night where it felt like the world is crumbling down on her heart and soul, crushing her life into pieces. Leaving her without any exits or escape routs. 

It was that one night where all the demons were out, chasing her into, what seemed like a dead end, not to her misery, but to her life.

It was that one night where she saw it again, the dark soulless corner in her mind, the one she has left years ago hoping to never meet again, the corner that she always ran to in time of need, the corner that she felt most comfortable in, the corner that's now covered in spider webs. 

It was that one night where she was tired and fed up of all the endless loops, leading back to where she ran from in the first place. She wants to leave with no return. She wants to break the curse, she wants to punch anything.

It was that one night when anger took over sadness and anxiety's position. Anger was never a good fiend of her, but now is controlling her every move. Anger was making her furious in the darkness of that night. Anger was making her angry at him. 

It was that one night where she was confused, tired, and sick of the repetitive scenarios. She wants to take back control from everyone who was once taking the lead. She needs time. She needs a friend. She needs to listen to something that would clear up the cloudiness within her. 

It was that one night when she reached for her headphones, and to the music she lost her soul. In the darkness of the night, in the company of the demons, in the presence of anger and depression and in the music she dissolves. Her mind is as clear as the darkness in her room, she can't see anything, or feel anything. All she can do is sit there and listen.

Reem's thoughts ❤.